you can't always get what you want

over hope. in fact, BMAK baru aja dipindahin section nya. jadi plan buat ke Bandung minggu depannya terancam ga jadi. i always said, "yaudah gak apa,ngok. kita berdoa aja mudah mudahan kamu tetep dapet off 3 hari.." but i didn't as okay as that. dia masih mau liat jadwal barunya hari Senin besok, tapi tetep aja saya mesti nyiapin mental 'i'm-sorry-i-can't-because-of-my-job' from him. and i have to prepare for that. mau kesel gak bisa. mau ikhlasin aja tapi kalo udah ngerencanain ini itu dan gak kesampean kan gemes banget tuh. yaudah mudah-mudahan kalo emang dikasih kesempatan sama Allah ya dia bisa tetep kesini. eymin.